& here Shrinks my tears
11:07 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
Hapy new Year, pull ur ear !!
=X Back..after like 1 month?
Enjoyed the 1month seriously, no school, not much worries..
Concerts, Music n COM!!!
Missed out a big deal that's happening at the JC part, sorry dudes =X
I tink my absence has been accounted aways. hahax.
More worries add on to the pool now as the new year comes.
Guys go army
Gals go ravy
& everyday starts raining.
Pay the adult fare,
it's so dam unfair
yet it's everywhere.
Ouch. adult fare is exp. Forgot to tap card, eats up $1.68..
So even if u took 1 stop, n forgot to ti di... congratxs, u're 1.68 poorer.
New Year resolution:
-To erase all unhappy past memories of 2007
(THOUGH, some can nv be erased)
-Planning for the whole year
( i muz not b late for her anni this time, been 4 years ler =X haix)
-Complete Chopin's waltz & Mozart's works.
( a rather v. ambicious plan, i'll try my best )
-Most importantly, balance up all aspect of life alongside with NS.
( Jc has screwed it up, hope it can adjust back)
When results come, i'm back to square 1. =X anticipated. On that hand, i wish everyone all the best n soar to the courses u wan =)
-SOTA has started.. hhhmmmm... interesting.
& here Shrinks my tears
10:18 AM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Dunno what's wrong wif blogger nowadays, maybe coz of my browser, on top of that, it works as a dis incentive to blog.
What's more, bloggin seriously has been made worse with many uninvited prophesy, which inturn caused more harm than de white pain which they initially were to be.
Looked at the sky everyday, it turns bright to dark.
Looking at the water everyday, staring at the shadow of myself.
i seriously miss someone. Parents are on holidays. Returning next week, band fest's next week. Everything seems to happen with next week.
Sometimes, i wonder why winning is so important. Perharps, in that one's eyes, other things meant nothing to him. Even my "bro" has learnt it that way.. but it seems like a hopeless situation. Love has failed to change what i expected to have. Maybe all this while his exsistance is juz there, to exist n to forgot.
When u wanna win everything, try to win death =) I so love to see you try.
Why bother making corrections, when u keep making the mistakes..
Some say it's character whilst it could be attention seeking. Whatever it is, i dun care. I pondered over n asked myself : all this while, you give in to him, & all u get is ???, which ultimately comes down to nothing. No, i'm not going to hate you, neither would i even wanna be bothered with you now.
Think about it, i maybe xiao qi, but it's not going to be nice to stab someone, then clean up de wound for them. The scar remains. The pain remains. Jokes are jokes, but seriously sometimes they are played to far in some's hands.
Nvm, after all, what's left are all bull shit. Ppl think gossiping is fine, yet in the end it's that which killed them. Lolx.. the crack will open more. Let's juz hope that nothing will disturb de peace, tat's all. Missing places would be "filled" soon.
It all happens with the v. basic rules of us - others b4 self.
When de day for choices comes, i won't be suprised by what u choose.
"it is a little thing in our lives, yet it make a big impact on others."
if u were bored reading, u can ignore de " 2nd para". It's meant to be unreadable. Days are much better with more music, maple & stoning! Theory exam for Grade 6 is coming up. =X
will try updating once in a while, it's de blogger that piss me off sometimes. On top of that, tis place will most probably shift. Dun like others to probe into unwanted ideas ignited by wad's written here, + i dun own them, neither do i even have the intention. It is seriously a headache. Misunderstanding makes even the brightests havens look dark n dull.
But afterall, i believe in karma. "happily, ever, after"
Enchanted roX.
LaBellaVita Revived.
Kinship,Friendship,Love-
a fool's lost to a potential win.
& here Shrinks my tears
11:46 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
What a headache..
Aspire's in a mess..
So is everything
+.+
Jiu shi jiu shi jiu shi jer yang~~
YaWnxz.
Brahms Concerto no.1 in D minor.
Juz felt everything is not in order.
Makes me pointless to speak either....
& here Shrinks my tears
9:44 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
Respect.
Leaders earn their respect.
On top of that, before 1 even tries to lead, 1 muz learn to follow.
Tolerance no longer comes from juz the word alone,
but involves a more open minded heart..
& a need to resolve all "crudity"
What that looks like it, is not it sometimes.
How do we even know??
But exactly do we have guage of what's really right & wrong?
To really tink that fighting is necessary in eyes of some..
While others consider it a waste of time..
What is it that you really can get out of fighting?
It appears that i have been faced with another task..
that has been really really really really really a big headache. Faced with strong competition that i've never yet before, certainly, it seems like, my bestie all achieve great marks.
Ding Jie, my triple science friend is now in NJC.
While i'm somewhere around the bottom, wonders if it's the same case now =p
I'd end up in SMU, which i dun mind.
All of your sorrow, grief & pain..
locked away in the forest of the night..
Your secret heart.. belongs to the world..
Of the things that sigh in the dark..
Of the things that cry in the dark...
- If we hold on .. together~ =)
& here Shrinks my tears
9:45 PM
Monday, October 01, 2007
Once again.. I looked at the red marks n realised they were not pleasant looking.
Perhaps all the while, have all thus been in vain ?
Upon so many that dawned on me, then i realise.. it's not de marks.
It's something else.
Somehow, maybe it's juz what Ms Sim's words affected me.
Why is it that she has to said such a realistic sentence?
Made me realise, all the effort, work seems to be in vain.
Yet who pays attention to those who fought so hard, to be rewarded with nothing & in vain.
But having braved all the storms and fights..
It seems like the greatest test would be upon us.
Yet it is not the most likely the best results..
but all must not forget..
Of the greatest wars fought in history,
How much blood & sweat has been spill.
How much pain & suffereing has been paid,
Juz to get it done.
I realise it might not win it either.
Yet, it is a battle, whereby honour lies with not the greatest thing,
but upon a small little matter that rest within everyone.
Ourselves.
To fight against others seems simple,
but to put oneself under immerse pressure..
to overcome & undergo one's limits
To make the final outcome clear.
In de eyes of law lies no emotion.
Fa bu ker yuan,
Qin you ker yuan
zZz.. Let me then focus.
Let them come.
Seems like once this major war is over..
There might be more to come..
But then it'll be less tiring.
& here Shrinks my tears
9:21 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
Try tis, if u tink level I n II are no kick
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& here Shrinks my tears
10:24 PM