I know.. this blog skin suXs !! -__- It's too plain. Hahax =P ok it didn't really sux tat much, but well, i juz find it really really bad.. coz i randomly picked this. Gonna change tis one day...
I know there's no tag board, so bear with it for some time. Ty =)
Meanwhile.. If u were to ask me why i choose "blood sorrow".. well.. becoZ i couldn't use blood tears. If ur heart is crying, would it shed tears or blood ? Blood.. that's quite sort of obvious eh ? Coz u can't have water flowing in your blood streams can u ? Well.. tears only relate to one thing.. joy and sorrow. So i decided to use the "sad - der" part, together with blood.
Ever time i reveal my feelings, it seems like something is meant to be wrong, some where, somehow, some what. I hate it. It's like i had this imagination i was cursed before. Why ? I really dunno.. like one old lady walked up to me and waves her hand. "Upon the power of love, you shall fail for some. But till you find someone who truely loves you, then thus the curse b broken." N she vanished. Maybe i was small to realise it then. If u believed that story, then u r FOOLED !! Hahax, it was juz a imaginative story i juz roughly cooked up while i blog.
Juz wondering, what if one day.. when my bar is opened, n she turns out.
My bar.. Considering and considering. I really wanna open a bar, since everyone loves to drink and stuff like that. Since i like chemistry and chemicals, i'd say i'll have a go at being a bar tender. 10% vodka + what ? I'm still a noob at these stuff. =P Ppl job attachment be secretary or what i tink i'll go work in a bar. Hahax !! Most importantly, bars works out wonders somehow. You nv know who'll meet, maybe a start of something. It will be a place of wonders.. containing mixed feelings of sorrow ness and happiness. However, i shall tink my bar will be like an old meeting place for all. To Drink FoR FRIENDS ! To Drink For ETernity & Great Health !! =)
Hahax.. alittle deam of mine. That's all for now. I m really fine now. I tink becoz i have juz clear the shadows of my heart and locked up the darkness that affected me so much. it's time to look at this world again with a new look. My world is brighter now. =)
