Blogging before i bath. Dad's complaining that i haven't eaten. FUCK. It's becoz i juz reached home, sista using the bath room, then i decided to change to blogging, juz as sista finish bathing. DAd's OBVIOUSLY acting like a child. IDOIT. I juZ lost my mood.. but.. it's not easy to lose track of what i wan to put down here.
I dreamed of someone i liked last night. I shdn't put it down, becoz i'm not suppose to. It was juz a day that finally things are to clear. It's de dream, i won't know. You came wif 1 man, 1 young cute girl.
That girl said: " Kor Kor, will you not abandon Jie Jie ?" she shook my hand and said. You looked at me, with nothing to say. De harmless silence i knew before was now hurting. I held back, the man left, so does the girl. As you turn to walk away, i asked: " is it leaving without leaving me anything ?" You then walked towards the piano and played.
It was Yi Lu Xiang Bei.
Another girl came and pulled me away. becoz, i was pierced by the deadly music that shattered the glass heart of mine. As pieces of them fell together the ground, so does warm water from my eyes. I could not feel anything.
She pull me away, before.. the last piece fell.
i wouldn't know what'll happen, i woke up after that. Aw well, it's juz a dream. Meanwhile, i was trying to say, our band teachers are concerned abt us. I forgot to mention it when i talked abt teachers last nite. They didn't ask a Teacher's day concert from us. Actually, i was hoping so much, but they knew we couldn't manage as we are busy. =) I guess.. thxs. First time after 2 yrs, other than Mr Neo and Mr Er, all the concert aftermath and children's day gift, as well as Mr Er's concern for my face indirectly, somehow it's another time i feel warmth from my teachers in band. Thank you.
Can you sail under a captain wif a broken compass ? not if ur captain is jack sparrow, or one experienced.
Everything in the world can be bought, except experience itself. Possess and drew the ambition you have. Yet, cruising aimlessly past the dead seas have no meaning. As other ships sail forth the habour, storms and tidal hit our ways. Ship was enough, but de bearing..
I will not blame anyone, for failure is part of life. Juz know, paying de fees for failure hurts. I juz hope you can pay, wif out any grudge.
Always remb, a failure is nv one.. when u learn something.. It's a lesson then.
Let darkness despair, let darkness fall.. Let ur world darkened. But.. de light muz nv go out.
