If i classified my past as a fairy tale, would i be de main character ? n her the female lead ?? Or was it even a prelude or side chapter ?
When we are reading a story, when we know the main lead and female lead, we often know what's going to happen. But sometimes, is it really possible to know ?? Nvm, not important to know either.
dunno what to say now. If u ask me, what are the front words for ? N why m i clinging on to something tat might nv happen ? Perharps.. i'm juz giving myself some false hopes bah, maybe it's better this way.
Sometimes, dun really happen like they should. So i guess it's not easy to really forget so fast ? Meanwhile.. The past is also like that mah.. Past of my flute memories.. Past of "wini- gang".. Is it swt or bitter ? I couldn't tell u that, on the overall, it juz looks fine. Yet to forget one is to forget another, so in the end all links up to each other. Can i juz throw the whole thing juz like that ? i hope i can, but.. i guess it's not possible..
Furthurmore, i exsist as a memory left in everyone's heart. As time passes and distance grows between us all, i guess.. only when memories reveal themselves, then we go finding back things that seem, so warm, yet so long ago. Or maybe, something that left deep within you. But i know the value of me is something that can be replaced... eventually to be forgotten.. Coz there's nothing memorable that's able to shape me in ur heart memories.
I sound as if i was like dying liddat. No lahs, perharps that might answer ur Qn, Chee Siong. Do i know her? yes i do, but she choose to mis understood everything that i said and do, that i have no control over and what would u wan me to do when she insists on calling u thief if u haven't stole anything ?? Deep misunderstanding draws, like what i'll put what i chose. Seal this memory and let time absorb it away. For.. time heals all wounds ( as much as i'm not convinced of this myself)