It's like i'm practically complaining about what ever happens without really tinking. I really dunno how to tink sometimes. It's like i'm doing things without tinking too. Is it the result of numbing my feelings and sealing it, leaving it in my heart. I guess so.. it's bothering me..
U all read de letter and shd know... All say "forget" Yet... i really dunno... Is Chu Lian so hard to forget ? Or i have shen shen de ai shang ta yi shan yi shi ler..
M i too childish to forget her and get her to do the same ? Maybe she does.. not really know why ?? Or ? M i being stupid evaluating tis kind of stuff ? HAHAX.. maybe i m mad -__-.. luv..
7 is coming.. so is sep.. promos.. She promised* i tink it won't come through.. i wish for her to realise.. and know.. though i know i cannot luv her as much as i can, becoz she have already hurt me.
What m i saying.. =X blahs.. It's hard to keep it in... eye lips dropping liao. I tink the gal that i prefers.. are all extinct. Becoz i will nv b able to get them. So far, all 2 r like liddat. I tink a 3 rd one will b ? HAIS, y is it like tat ?? I dun wan richies, i wan de memories.. yet.. they'r all rich. It has to be a men dang bu dui meh ??
