17 Yrs have juz passed in a blink.. Right at this day, a new revolution for my star starts. Let the guardians above bless.. and shine upon the path i walked once more.
It's suppose to be a special day, yet spoilt by one single thing. Furthermore, my mum's agitating me. I wanted to blog last nite becoz i was so mad, but instead i carried forth my anger. zZz.. i feel so childish. But nvm. My emotions are unstable now. it's becoz of something..
Steve irwin died on mon, i know it's almost been a week. My close friend's uncle died as well, in a car accident. Bless both of you. The world has lost 2 fine men. Rest In peace. In memory of Steve irwin and my close friend's uncle. Let their souls ascend to find peace in the heavens. May they be remembered in our hearts forever. Till de end of time.
Dunno lahs. On the whole, i m fine. Yet, seriously.. i really isn't. But how m i to tell u the emotions overflowing in me.
Mr Ng was right. All gatherings are considered a bliss. Thanks Jimmy, Xin, SSM, Clement and Jac, who made special arrangements last night. I guess, after so many years, tis is my first ever celebration out really.
Those secondary years were hard to find a compianion. But those that went out with me also didn't really know it was special fer me. well, nvm. it's still on the same issue, becoz i thot u knew, but u have forgotten completely
I'm now going to state a fact, which most of you knew. I failed to make it back to New Town n it's all my fault. I shd have left the school immediately, knowing de distance. yet i didn't.
Friends and Teachers waiting forth my return, forgive me. I know i've juz missed seeing you. Ms Lee's getting older, if she retires tis year, i'd nv get to see her again =X So does all de rest of the chers. U nv know abt their conditions. HaIx.. If Only...
The other details might hurt, so i've decided after so long, it's juz my plain fault. Let those hatred and anger vanished in the snow. Snow prints will heal by themselves, for snow storms occurs.
This is a interesting story to share : There was once this 2 friends who were in a desert. Guy A and Guy B. Guy A suddenly spoke of a sensitive issue and pissed guy B off. Guy B then slapped and hit Guy A hard. Guy A stopped, then with his hands wrote the incident on the sand. After that they continue walking. Guy A then suddenly fell into a pool of quicksand. Guy B immediately saved Guy B. This time, guy A carve the incident on stone. Guy B was v. curious, then he asked Guy A what he was doing. he said :
" When someone close hurts you, you muz write it in the sand to forget and let the wind blow away the sand to forgive. When someone close does a good deed for you, you muz curve it in stone so that the wind can nv blow it away and can be remembered forever. "
U didn't understand at all. You still dun know. I really tink that you muz reselect your effectiveness.
SOmethings you simply can't let go, and let the present take. Yet you want to hold on to everything, FINE HOld On then.
Like i said, if you wan to make mistakes. Make Sure you can pay them for the price. Let me emphasis again, somethings can be compromised.
Situation : " If you'r left in a situation whereby your teammates, Z X Y is seriously injured and so are you. In order to heal Z completely, you need X's help first. In order to heal Y completely, you need Z and X's help. However Y and X is in grief danger and requires treatment first. You can try to heal them urself, but you can only hold them awhile more. Ur condition isn't as serious as them. Obivously, one till try to heal Y and X to hold their conditions right ? No, you didn't. Neither did you heal Z, you saved your own skin. Healing Urself DOES NOT INCREASE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE EFFICIENT. Then you tried to save Z, which is totally out of point. So you left Y to die, becoz you tried you best to save X. INSTEAD, you shd have healed Y and X, then heal Z, heal X and then heal Y.
If You Nv heard of the witch testing the fisherman, then YOU BETTER GO AND KNOW. It's not abt how you solve it. It's abt de morale of the story.
One fine day, a witch carried a cat, a mouse and a bag of rice and wanted to cross the river. However, she forgot to take something. Then she asked the fisherman to take her stuff across first while she go back and take something. De fisherman's boat have only one space to carry one object. If he take the cat across, the mouse will eat the bag of rice. If he take the rice across, the cat will eat the mouse. If He failed to succeed in ferrying the witch's items, he will be turned into a Frog.
Heh. Are u stucked ? THEN USE UR BRAINS IN THE FIRST PLACE. SOMEthings by nature do stack together, JUZ THAT YOU NV DID USE UR EYES TO SEE THEM. My last words for you : Pay DE PRICE OF uR Foolishness. For, i really dun understand you completely, you make hell out of a heaven. If you'd find out why, maybe it wasn't too late. It's not attitude problem. It's perception. Maybe you did realise if things were to be taken from another prospect it might have been better ?? What If you did realise that something you did was actually wrong ??
My Ending Phrase :
De Sadness of the skies rained upon today's day.. drenching the whole special day.
