What does it sounds like ? This is de call of the dead that woke me up last nite, or rather this morning. If u juz died, and turned into a spirit, Wouldn't it looks like today will never end, tomorrow will never come as everyday is practically like the same ?? I'm not dead yet dun worry, or i won't be here. Lols. Fear of death gripped me suddenly after so many years, as always i do not believe death is an option. But it's like uncommonly so. Why? After so long, i realise the clostest thing i have to it was the thing that wen hui reminded me of, my past. Have i not vow to take care of you. Who is going to take care of you after i go ?? It's hurting v. badly inside me as much as i would like to take it out. But you are doing fine. hais..
I thot i could let you go juz like that. That's probably why i was sick today. but nvm for what reason why i was sick, it doesn't matter if it concerns you or not. My inside hurts v. much As much as it does, i try to get it going, it's becoz i was reminded of it. However, i do not blame he who reminds me of, as.. he was unaware of it.. totally
It has nv occured to him. It has nv come to him .
Wen Hui, Perharps ur character has solidified to become like that. However, you have also proven that it could be changed. Pray that ur emotions and feelings awake and let them be sensitive to de surroundings as well, as much as you are aware of everything that's happening.
Was looking at photographs. Looking, recalling. Huai nian yi qian. Maybe that's why i was sick. Xin Bin.Meanwhile My neck has strain on the left side, i cannot shift my head to the left. It hurts. Somehow, i'm losing confidence and hope myself.
I stare at the same battlefield. De same one that i failed. Becoz i lost the most important thing at the most crucial moment.
After what i see, could it not happened again ? It might not happen the same way, but... accidents do happen.
I nv thot i'd be so vunerable either. But i guess life does hold surprises. Let's not hold back anything.
Therefore. People, give in de best you've got now one. Dun hesitate if you'r in JC or not. it won't be worth dwelling if i'd or you'd be better off here and there. Give ur best shot and dun regret.. Let them come. Let de future unfold before ur eyes. n let it bring a smile to ur face.
A failure is nv a failure, when you learn something from it.
Can i wish i nv have known you ? or can i juz wish for it not to hurt..
