it's perharps the though everyone is sorta habouring, abt retaining n stuff like that. All well, who isn't scared and hold the confidence to say I'm going to get promoted ? Cuzzie Sihui n everyone else's been " u sure get promoted". Hais. I wonder, what if...
Maybe i'm juz thinking too much. The nightmare of mid years are back to haunt me. Ppl is right. It's hard to get up once u've fallen. But i'll perserve, maybe one will never get back to where one was, but it might be better to walk another path.
After the promos, the thing directly is none other than.. her. It's been 3 yrs. I juz wonder how to go around doing it. Shd i bring flowers ? De guilt of being her mentor n not being there at de crucial moment haunts me as well. =X =X =X
Meanwhile, i juz dunno why. People juz have some weirdo thinking on their minds. If their minds were set to do it in the start, then SAY SO. It's so irresponsible to suddenly come to a "CONFIRM" situation. It was asked so MANY MANY MANY times. Juz dun understand why some ppl are so ritarded. I M SCOLDING RETARDED NOW BECOZ I"M MAD. Not studying for tests, exams, yet hold such powerful rank over de previous trial ? are u implying that u'r worthless ? Maybe worthless in the new environment. THEN wHat ARE U TRYING TO GET ACROSS? PISSED. I can't imagine you saying goodbye to the rest of us. BecoZ, u jolly well know what to do. So much for spending time. So much for everything. Turns out de ultimate traitor is...
you.
Maybe it is ur flaw as i always say n talk of. Inability to realise the hurt that you're causing to everyone else. Suan ler. This world is full of people like you. Lived through those days i already had. =X
One Failed move, One wrong leadership. One presumed rightous turns out to be no 1 bad guy. LoLs.
What is my world turning to ?
Freedom at last. I dread you now. For.. i know, you nv try to make me exsist.
Before everything gets hectic once more, ENJOY IT! JunioRS, O's de, Jia you jia you! =D P.S- HOw's de new skin ? I edited de. Post ur comments on de taggy !
The winner takes it all.. the loser stand to fall.. Beside the victory.. there's a destiny.
