I'm going down right under. I have no idea why. I m juZ like falling.. falling.. falling...
A huge shadow encompasses me. Or rather gripped me. "Will you, save ur soul ? Or Will you..."
Sounds like a nightmare. Tink it was what happened ytd nite. I couldn't sleep.
Was watching Bean, de ultimate disaster for inspiration ( we muz always watch lame movies to get some laugh ! ) after that watch god of gamblers 2, another aka lame show. then i begin to realise, the hardest thing now, is to force a laughter on one's face. Everyone's like so stressed up. Then maybe i'm too serious. Hahax, though i try to be as lame as possible to make ppl laughed. =X
Yet, UrsRoyalAdvisor seems to have fallen. My tittle is fading slowly. My exsistence in SR seems to be vanishing. I can sorta feel it. It's a drop in confidence level suddenly. Maybe it's becoZ i've juz woken from a slumber.. a slumber, that could have been prevented.
While i slept utterly peaceful, the whole world dreads. Yet not very peaceful i slept, & awoke with more troubles to settle.
Stress it is. Indeed. i juZ wish to say. Don't blame me if i can't make it.
BecoZ i have myself have to blame. i tink.. i'm sorry.
Perharps.
It's stupid for me to be de emperor's left hand when i cannot even take care of myself. Maybe, my shadow has risen. Fallen my light has, to de darkest catabombs of Fear.
5 days to freedom
It will come swiftly.. Let them come. Let them pass.
