Dunno what's wrong wif blogger nowadays, maybe coz of my browser, on top of that, it works as a dis incentive to blog. What's more, bloggin seriously has been made worse with many uninvited prophesy, which inturn caused more harm than de white pain which they initially were to be.
Looked at the sky everyday, it turns bright to dark. Looking at the water everyday, staring at the shadow of myself. i seriously miss someone. Parents are on holidays. Returning next week, band fest's next week. Everything seems to happen with next week.
Sometimes, i wonder why winning is so important. Perharps, in that one's eyes, other things meant nothing to him. Even my "bro" has learnt it that way.. but it seems like a hopeless situation. Love has failed to change what i expected to have. Maybe all this while his exsistance is juz there, to exist n to forgot. When u wanna win everything, try to win death =) I so love to see you try. Why bother making corrections, when u keep making the mistakes.. Some say it's character whilst it could be attention seeking. Whatever it is, i dun care. I pondered over n asked myself : all this while, you give in to him, & all u get is ???, which ultimately comes down to nothing. No, i'm not going to hate you, neither would i even wanna be bothered with you now. Think about it, i maybe xiao qi, but it's not going to be nice to stab someone, then clean up de wound for them. The scar remains. The pain remains. Jokes are jokes, but seriously sometimes they are played to far in some's hands. Nvm, after all, what's left are all bull shit. Ppl think gossiping is fine, yet in the end it's that which killed them. Lolx.. the crack will open more. Let's juz hope that nothing will disturb de peace, tat's all. Missing places would be "filled" soon. It all happens with the v. basic rules of us - others b4 self. When de day for choices comes, i won't be suprised by what u choose.
"it is a little thing in our lives, yet it make a big impact on others."
if u were bored reading, u can ignore de " 2nd para". It's meant to be unreadable. Days are much better with more music, maple & stoning! Theory exam for Grade 6 is coming up. =X will try updating once in a while, it's de blogger that piss me off sometimes. On top of that, tis place will most probably shift. Dun like others to probe into unwanted ideas ignited by wad's written here, + i dun own them, neither do i even have the intention. It is seriously a headache. Misunderstanding makes even the brightests havens look dark n dull. But afterall, i believe in karma. "happily, ever, after" Enchanted roX. LaBellaVita Revived.
Kinship,Friendship,Love- a fool's lost to a potential win.
